Carousel Girl #7

I live upon a fault line

Which runs from head to toe

Centred upon a fault line

The cracks I try not to show

 

I tiptoe along my fault line

Aware of edges which crumble in

Don’t dare peer into my fault line

May get pulled down within

 

Can’t escape the calling of my fault line

Opens up as I drown in self-doubt

So to you I call when flailing in my fault line

Touch your hand and ride it out

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Carousel Girl #6

Dark days

Dark waves

Held beneath the surface where the dark plays

 

Sit alone

On your own

Dark has become your lonely home

 

Hard years

Soft tears

No need to apologise for showing your fears

 

I’ve no great insight

I’m no riding white knight

But with you I’ll sit until you find your light

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Carousel Girl #5

Everything of your past has told you not to believe it

Everything of your past conspires to say it can’t be true

Let everything in the past stay stuck just where it lays

For now you are resplendent, beautiful and anew

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Carousel Girl #4

She owns herself

Gathers up the pieces

Lying at her feet

One by one

Brushes off the dirt

Kisses them

Reclaims and repositions

Stands taller than she is

Firmer than she has

Prouder for the scars

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Carousel Girl #3

The other day

I held my breath

Carried away

Perhaps out of my depth

 

Swept along side

My intoxicating carousel girl

Along for a ride

A tangent to her world

 

Though my grasp is slender

Losing sight of the shore

I let her riptide pull me along

Into a warmth I adore

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Carousel Girl #2

Through her chaos I sight, lose, smile, wait

Catch a glimpse, there on the other side

She is carried along on her carousel

Surrounded by the magical, the beautiful, the mysterious, the dark

A swirl of movement, blur of sound

Try to grab her gaze as she approachs, left to right

Love the split second when we lock, say hello

Share a secret, reveal a layer

Throw a tailing kiss, one for the next round journey

As she continues, on her path

Carried along on the crazy carousel

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Carousel Girl #1

She is the tantalising potential

One to take me crazy

Of aloof and present

Within reach yet distant

 

Shaped by consequence of the past

Wanting to shake those weighting shackles

Discover how it is to discover

The way to stop the world

 

To find how all this works

How the pieces fit together

To realise her view of plain and ordinary

Is actually a kaleidoscope of color

 

I look for the buried pause button

To make her freeze

Say hello

Its ok

I understand

Take a breath and share a smile

 

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Thoughts Of A Rambling Mind #10

Lovers don’t let each other fall

Lovers don’t wait for last drinks to be called

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Ramblings Of The Mind #8

Inevitable rejection,
Feeds a pained intersection,
Of where my faux pride crosses,
An image of your perfection.
Hidden meanings,
Sent in late night readings,
Reveal underlying truth,
Of wants and believing.
Probing angles,
Line cast out to dangle,
Wanting to catch a phrase,
Any gleamed hope I can wrangle.
See through an amateur disguise,
Watch your doubt rise,
I get myself caught between,
Tangled truth and lies.
Hypercritical standings,
Twisted illogical rantings,
Pride takes a beating,
Cover to soften aimed blows landing.
Reality hits,
The candle is no longer lit,
What we had is all gone,
So alone I now must sit.
Faux pride lying I will find this again.
Faux pride can be a two-faced  friend.
What’s that, oh, a heart on my sleeve
Real pride rises, beaten, but with me ’til the end.

 

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Ramblings Of The Mind #7

You awake in a bed of absent love

I awake in a bed absent of you

Out I send my little white dove,

To find your heart and fill it anew

 

Open arms, open love,

I will embrace you with once again,

Know I want you, and you alone

As my lover, my equal, my friend.

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